Help! I need somebody!

Not just anybody. I need you. I am still trying to figure this thing out. I'm not sure which direction to go. I think it's safe for me write about what I know and what I think about...

I get to exercise my brain when I write. I can work through ideas that come to mind, and I can break down about and emotions I experience.

I'm also a performer, and I've learned that I love to perform for people. I love being in front of an audience and I love showing what I've got. I think that this - much like a singer or dancer performs for an audience - is my way of getting my thoughts out in front of the world. A sort of mini-performance. Sometimes I feel I can say something that helps someone else learn about truths that I've just stumbled across myself. Other times I think I write because I'm upset about something and I am voicing my disappointment. It's during those testing times that I learn the most.

My closest friends and my family know that I have strong opinions about many things. I like to present my thoughts to other people, and I like to hear what they think about what I think. (My mind just kinked writing that last phrase.) It's during those moments that I grow the most intellectually. (On a tangent, I think I'm done growing physically. I fear I will be short of 6 feet in this life. I hope in the next I can be taller.)

...I suppose I'm asking for feedback. I'd like to know what you think. I need to know if this is worth it. In my mind, I'm imagining that I am sitting on a bench in a busy station talking at people, and I'm strange looks. If you think I'm a lunatic, please let me know so I can shut up.

Thanks for spending a moment here. Have a lovely night. Finals week is upon me, but I think I can squeeze out a few post in the next few days.

FYI

I noticed that my last post was a narrative about me being sick. I want you to know I am better. Your distant concern was appreciated.